the things we remember and the things that dont hurt anymore

where did you go?
i didnt know you were something to miss
but i still feel like i lose

its been hours
but then its been days
trying to get to the point of replace

trying to get to where i can erase

and its weird
so different from where i thought id be
anchoring myself at sea

never thought you could make me fall apart
i miss all of this
though i dont remember most

i remember the important parts

like peppermints sticks
and short visits
wishing i could stay

but lives are like stars
the decay
and my heart breaks away

every time i hear someone say

she doesnt really care
because she wasnt here today.