someone who understands you more than i do

i have everything i need to say
its all lined up in my head
and i cant keep it away
holding it in my bed

i know ive formed a habit
of loving things and people i dont understand
finding beauty in the fact that
i dont know where i stand

and i can forget
thats the idea, isnt it?
and i can regret it
yeah, just give me a little bit

tell me youll see me after christmas
something to look forward to
in a future
where i get over this

where i dont hate myself
for falling in love again
fuck this shit
i dont even remember what he did.