coffee and rain

i dont know what you want from me
hiding out
cutting my own wrists for me

and i know youre miles away by now
you always leave
so just in case you change your mind
dont do it for me

they keep saying they want to make plans
with you and for you
pulling strings for more of you

not realizing what they have
is all theyll get
its heartbreak
and its madness

the kind of brokenness
a child should never
grow up in

though you caused this
i want nothing from you
before you break it
im tired of you faking it

and say you want to stay
though it hurts like hell
you know youll be okay

and everything going to be alright
right?
we'll make it through today
and every other night

yeah, that was your first lie.