oh, how the light would come and cover up

hope you know i still think of you
that i miss you
though not like i used to
not like im used to

wanna tell you
that i wanna love you
every piece of me
still yearns for you

but i want the best for you
and i know its not me
because all things you cant see
would be damaging

like my heart at sea
still waiting on it to sink
cause i know just how heavy
broken things can be

and what i know i mean
to boys who leave
they let me in on things
like that i dont know who to be

and that drives them crazy
wondering where they sleep
when im convinced that im lacking
and making promises without any backing

then telling you ill be home late
only so youll sit there and wait
and i wont call and say other plans were made
because my heart has always been delayed

and maybe youre right
that i feel nothing
and that ive given you nothing
maybe thats why im leaving

maybe im just tired of all the bleeding
all the shit thats straining my breathing
hoping another state wont be misleading
and everything is what ive been needing

hope youll forgive me
for running
and hiding
for everything