dont miss you anymore

but i guess love is a different thing
to people who havent heard an angel sing

something beyond golden rings
and growing bright white feathered wings

but maybe i should let baby sleep
i know sometimes we get a little weak

and we can spend so much time
working out every depressing rhyme

even when our futures in sight
but arms around us are tight...

sometimes forever is just not enough
and everything we've ever meant was just not enough

sometimes thats what they call love
not sure yet what it feels to be loved...

but maybe thats what im trying to say
that after months of feeling all the decay

i finally got away
and i finally feel okay

i know every call said i wasnt alright
but i realize now i denied every opportunity to feel alright

and that i lied
and avoided the truth- the real reasons i cried

i dont miss you anymore
could see you today and wouldnt feel how my heart was tore

i could tell you how i hope youre doing fine
and mean every single line

and i can look at your smile
and smile

and i want you to know that i am content
after months of believing every piece of me was bent

and trying to fill it in
i finally found a pen

i am everything i missed
every bit is exactly where its meant

hope you found where youre meant
and the past never left you unkempt

that your heart still took flight
after our last fight

and that you realize everything happens for a reason
that we met for a reason