in the dark

i hate that question:
what is lacking about me?
what do you see
that i cant be?

though ive tried my hardest
and have hidden my worst
what do you see through?
what am i not to you?

since i dont foresee
you telling me the truth
being honest
saying im not good for you

here are a few
i talk too little
and over think too much
music defines me

my past is never too far behind me
id rather be alone
but i want someone there
when i need them

ill tell you all you want to hear
but then again, a lot you dont
ive got a lot on my mind
but i promise, youre eighty percent of it