Watching the Stars on a Big Screen

railroad tracks
remembering now that the past lasts
i said memories were something that molds us
even more when there's no one to hold us

ive been told that im too quiet
but you know that thats never quite it
and there was something twinkling in your eyes
when you said smiles are the hardest disguise
but everything i said was an exception
you know more than i would normally let on

everything said had felt the depth
and a heart known securely every secret is kept
knowing now memories shouldnt plague us
because everything which happens has its reasons
whether or not we realize we need it

and the ringing now in the basement
reminds me of everything i hated
like how i felt when that train went by
knowing how easy it could be to die

but knowing more i loved the stars that night
i fucked up thinking cassiopeia was aries
but you said that we're more than what we carry
and every conversation we've ever had
dug deeper than i knew you could have