wanna cause a wreck in your head

not just fall asleep in your bed
let everything i say make way for feelings of hatred
that i want you but i wont do anything about it

because i have the tendency to fall between
the opportunities rip apart the seams
before i take advantage of the chance
wish i was drunk enough to fall for romance

but we havent talked in a month
so when you said you miss me
i had to call your bluff

youre not who you said you would be
said you love me
until i left you leading
but i didnt realize we put conditions to it
or that after i was honest
it could be ruined

because apparently i broke a promise
i didnt know we made
and in turn you fucked in the bed we laid

so i forgot what you said
cause i need space
and in turn find the time
to burn the plans that we made

you said
and maybe it was for me
"youve been dry heaving your emotions all summer"
that left me questioning
if there was ever any sanctity
in what we wanted
or if it was all for the fun of it

because we love feeling loved
but we arent actually capable of doing it
your promises left me turning in
rolled up like hearts that you bent

maybe he was right
that i stole you from him
and im okay
because i recognize now
you were never mine to begin with