things we dont recognize

when muses leave bruises
i wanna tell you i love you
but my head still refuses

so what am i supposed to feel
when youre not here?
am i supposed to be alright?
or regret the things i hadnt said
when you were near

its usually the things which we apologize for most
that seemed like not that big of a deal at the time
like how i said id be alright

but i was stupid
and i didnt realize i felt anything
until your heart took flight
until you left me speachless

when i just needed someone
because you couldnt be there
i pushed you back
though i recognize i dont play fair
you pull at heart strings i believed i had lacked

things like your texts goodnight
and goodmorning
you never giving my heart a warning

before you showed up
had me all choked up
thought i couldnt do this
but now im searching for a shooting star
to bring you back with a wish