love you madly

but i have to wonder why
it hurts so bad when i broke it

and these things, they make no sense
when i hold it

so how am i supposed to say that im alright?
and that this is all okay

and that im okay
when im not?

we'll break our own hearts
before we ever listen

just promise me im making the biggest mistake of my life

by day we forget
we eat and do and act

and we feel nothing
and nothing hurts

but at night we cant hide
it bores and steeps

and it gets deeper
and it hurts... bad

then we try to drown out our thoughts
that part hurts physically

we blair our music
and consume everything in sight

then we give up
because nothing works

tell ourselves we're ugly
then repeat

and we cut
then repeat

then we cry ourselves to sleep
because nothing fits when we're weak