love you less

but i promise its for the best
because a heart makes a mess

im sick of waiting games
constantly checking my phone
to see a call was never made

and you know it makes a heart break
more than the destruction you make

so how long will it take?
to tell me you dont feel the same thing
but you dont want to see my heart break

but what did you expect
when you were holding out
to say you love me less

waiting for the perfect time
to create a mess

but dont worry, its for the best
when you were a waste of months
and shallow breaths

but come back in a couple of weeks
to tell me that im missed

that the kisses
made you wish for this
something you had not expected

didnt realize you were so far invested
but with who?
because it wasnt who you left netted

and at first it was cold
relearning how to sleep in a bed
alone

but after a couple of days
you realize that its all youve known
when you fall in love with boys for the way they make you moan