feel nothing. feel empty

and im sorry
that the fact that
what we have
is now what we had
means nothing

that it hurts more
that im empty
rather than
that my bed is empty
my heart is missing

i guess thats the sign
of contentment
feeling lost with it
i dont wanna feel love
i wanna be in it

fall asleep in your bed
not just have sex in it
but im just a kid
thats the reason
isnt it?

i cant feel
what you feel
cant hold back
on what i reveal
obsessed with thinking

this could be real
but we're all liars
and love hurts
like getting too close
to open fires

and getting higher
weighing lighter
eyes that burn brighter
when boys get drunk
just to fuel the desire

and get over the difference
in ideas
and heart
hiding
because its smart

to not admit
what we feel
and it hurts
and it kills
but its real

im sorry i cant feel
what you cant help but to feel
you wanna be in love
while i just have time
to kill.