you can hold onto the bed sheets, but they wont hold onto you

yeah this loneliness is plaguing
and losing me in my thoughts
breaking away from what i thought i wanted
and it was all for you

i kept my promise
even after i lost you
for no god damn reason
you left me broken, but breathing

and thats not even the worst part
we didnt even start
you just led me on
to cut me off

while i confessed my everything to you
you said that was the thing you liked best about me
you always knew what i was thinking
just like last night, i still feel the need to let you know:

i fucking hate you
i hate the way you act like nothing ever happened
and i play along for you
but even worse, i still want you