fall to pieces

shes been watching too much tv
told me that she loved me
but life is full of maybes

and what ifs
i dont feel the same
i dont want to break her heart

but i dont feel that way
these curtains block out sunlight
turning the days into night

and her hearts burns
but mine churns
watching summer turn cold

as these feelings get old
feeling trapped
like my past

when she told me she missed me
i could say it back
and i have to live with that