and i spent every day holding on

call me a liar
tell me im choked up in imagination
and that love is just a fascination

because i can do nothing but agree with you
holding on for three years
denying all my worst fears

and yeah i lied
because it hurt
fake heartbreak feels the worst

god told me he could clean my slate
if i could wash his son's feet
but ive had enough of being on my knees

praying for someone who doesnt believe in me
and keeps fucking me over
burning down bridges before im over

now youre asking me to follow?
as if my past didnt prove you lied
to a little girl trying to take her life.