the whole of this hole

do you want more?
cause i feel like your grasping at strings
to tell me my love
is a meaningless thing

and i know
things lose their importance
when people change
realizing they want more of this

something that wont ever happen
but we made a promise i guess
i promise ill try my best
going out to sea without a life vest

but i know we both lied
pretending we couldnt remember
the way we used to lie
hoping if we hold it in
we wont tear from the inside

and i realize we broke the rules
polluting stanzas
with words we use as tools
to build up our walls

when letting go hurts
and i dont want to know any more
that things we tried our hardest to consume and delete
well they made their way out
and they made us weak

hope you realize you mean everything
you mean the world to me