the things we wish for

and i hate the space
between our words
and lines that curve

but i keep thinking that if i close my eyes
everything will be alright
like a dream
out of sight

and the things we stumble on
theyre not what we wanted
they pollute our hearts
like the haunted

but tell me things are gonna change
that life with lines
should be rearranged

if you give it time,
it will be okay
but i just cant wait for the month of may

i know that there are things we lack
like patience when im tearing at seams
cause its holding me back

but i dont know if i can deal with that
the idea that everything i have
will be what i had

letting go of things that made me mad
didnt realize that pursuing your dreams
that leaving, made you so sad

so ill take all my dandelions and stars
pack them up with all my scars
and take them to a new start

make sure i dont leave them where they are
where theyre never meant to be
with what i was never meant to see

being just a little baby
loving the way a knife lets you bleed
knowing why you cant hold me

guess im finally getting away
running away from where i stayed
hope its gonna be okay
'cause i cant sleep another day