"I wanna be something I'm not ever going to be"

maybe thats what we're missing
the strings that lead us nowhere
take us ten steps back
back to where we met
and what we want is never what we get

he lied
being hurt is a prize
something amazing to golden eyes
seeking adventure
when time flies

and maybe i should take a hike
figure out who i am
before i take flight
i guess i never realized how time flies
when things we need are out of sight

six months
thats all it is
and maybe im damning myself
wishing for something
that cant happen

when all we want is to mend
the hearts that we made bend
i know we cant take it back
you cant forget
and i cant forgive

but i keep holding onto things
i know that i lack
like strings that carry us back
tied up to old things
retracing steps like a map