probably okay...

dont forget who you are
in order to become
who you think you wanna be

hope you change your mind
before you get the chance to leave

i guess i forgot all the things that i lack
and misconstrued
all the faith in me you had

cant believe ive relegated myself to this
tallying every single day
in cuts on my wrists

and maybe i wish for things
i know can not happen
just so i can add it to
the things that we had been

or maybe i just know where i belong
but dont know how to get there

holding myself back
because i need shelter

but then i wondered why i changed my mind
going from so sure
to almost blind

but thats probably the thing
i run away from my only dreams
cause im afraid theyll bind me
not set me free
like im supposed to be

that itll be just like every other thing
clipping a baby's angel wings

i thought that i had grown up
and realized what i was meant to be
but im out of luck