take advantage of me; love you for your honesty

i know one day ill care
but right now i dont
wanna feel something unfair
wanna pull apart the ropes

hate you for the way you changed your mind
i thought you didnt need my time
and all you wanted was my body
hoping your kisses would be sloppy

but now you want more from me?
saying you just want to sleep with me
and youll ask me what im dreaming
though it wont mean anything

we stayed until four a.m.
pushing our invitation
waiting in the backyard
wondering how far youll take it

but you just wanted to hold hands
saying you like me and that you love the timing
when i was just wondering if youd get the courage up
to fuck me

and do what you were planning
fuck your best friend over
because you knew he liked me
and you felt like lying

but i dont like the way we're lying
hating you for both your timing
and the fact that you actually like me
it makes your previous statements deceiving

but i guess i hate myself more for who im being
wishing i could get over
the fact that i hate myself
and you for wanting to get to know her