kiss me like you wanna be loved.

i dont know what you want
i mean
you told me what you want
but i dont think thats it
is it?

maybe we lied more to ourselves
than we did him
you thought this was so easy
didnt realize your heart could be spent

i know youre putting yourself out there
the lines which should bind you
can be found behind you

and i dont get it
how you could be so content
watching yourself be discarded
after being bent

and it makes no sense
after what you had heard of it
and you complain ive never said what i meant
imagining some fantasy of being in love again

but am i really what you wanted?
i know youre putting shit out on the line
and youre still unsure as to whether or not things will be fine

i just dont want you to end up feeling haunted
when realization sets in that im not what you thought i was
and even worse when i realize im not who i thought i was

and youre not who i thought you were
finding something in me
i had no clue was pure
and you really want more

than a girl in your bed
realizing now who i am in your head