too soon to say miss you

but the thing is
i overextended what you were worth to be
just so you could take advantage of me

you said you wanted to see me
without me, you were dying
forgot to mention you were lying

but theres things i still dont get
like when you said you were my best friend
and what the use in me is

when you make every piece of me bend
but theres no more heart to lend
when we end where we begin

because strings give in
after years of pushing and pulling
they have enough of it

and i dont know what there is to gain from it
that light will finally show on the darkest bits
and the ground will recover from where the lightning hit

when feeling enough is different from being it
i guess i tried to force myself to where id never fit
although it hurts being on the other side of it

i recognize now i was never a part of you
and holding on is damaging
to people who never meant a thing