sleeping on the other side of the same room

probably just forgot
who i was
and how much it means
to be un-free

and im afraid shes right
that i'll change my mind
but this time, it wont be alright

sometimes things love you back
but thats highly unlikely
so i try not to think like that

i guess i just really wanted to be your savior
but i didnt exactly think about what that meant
the things that keep my heart bent

didnt realize that was something that binds me
when indifferences blind me

im sorry i wasnt enough
things never work out how theyre supposed to
making promises we could never get close to

i guess that means i lied
to you and to myself
took forgranted all that i hide

but i really wish you understood
that walls you put up
are not around the ones you should

and it gets to a point where
we're so angry we cant even comprehend
turn against the ones whose love we should lend

but you wont give in
convinced you should put more love in
to someone who makes your heart bend

and it gets to a point
where theres nothing to mend
when it all ends

when the bruises transcend
and though they show only on your skin
no one here wins

except for him
and i can feel it in every limb

tell me how i dont understand
that youre the only reason he stands
and that youre the only one who can

and hes really changed
and that you have changed
your mind wont change

youll stay away
even though your heart decays
his side is where you should lay

he promised this time
and he told you he wont lie
you just want him to call you "mine"

and everythings alright
but if they try to make you testify
you say youll lie

and you made it all up
because you guys made up
and your bruises healed up

but remind me what you said before
that you hate hiding what he does to you
and that you learned to hate blue

because when you find one
you can always find another two

maybe thats the worst part
that the victim doesnt recognize what she is
has to cover it up for her boyfriend