we're exactly where we're meant to be

all the lines sort of started to blur together
and turn grey with emptiness
like the feelings that i get
when i see you again

but i cant put together what happened
trying to string the lines
only to come up empty handed
as if i cant remember everything as it had been

the words seem so lack-luster
as if my feelings meant nothing
pulling at strings
to make you comprehend how he loved her

and how i cant bring it back
i screwed it all up
obsessing over the facts
that what we had would be over before we realized what we have

i keep telling myself
we're exactly where we're meant to be
but i feel like i damned myself
falling from cloud nine, to watch myself bleed

i fucked things up
mistaking that his love was something i didnt need
but i could never change the fact that
without him, i cant breathe