okay, so theres a disconnect. the problem really being in whether or not i planned it. and maybe i should spend more time putting semicolons there. not focusing on the ending before we're really beginning, but i have a problem with things being temporary. wanting to know where im at because i need to have my own back.
you say its been two months and im still a complete stranger, but i dont know what youre expecting from me. too much knowing im not enough. i cant open up like you want me too. i cant see you and pick up where my last thought out and perfectly constructed, typed up sentence ended.
complaining you dont know what im thinking when you cant see my face or how you unsteady my breathing. i cant speak freely, wanting you to know me but not the parts where im bleeding.
okay, so maybe not all of me. but i need to lead with what you need to see of me. i have to have time to arrange my cards. and i cant do that stumbling over words or grasping at strings.
to pretend to be indifferent is the best thing for me. i get ahead of myself too often and i dont want to do that again.
you say its been two months and im still a complete stranger, but i dont know what youre expecting from me. too much knowing im not enough. i cant open up like you want me too. i cant see you and pick up where my last thought out and perfectly constructed, typed up sentence ended.
complaining you dont know what im thinking when you cant see my face or how you unsteady my breathing. i cant speak freely, wanting you to know me but not the parts where im bleeding.
okay, so maybe not all of me. but i need to lead with what you need to see of me. i have to have time to arrange my cards. and i cant do that stumbling over words or grasping at strings.
to pretend to be indifferent is the best thing for me. i get ahead of myself too often and i dont want to do that again.
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