smoke and mirrors

tact, something that i lack
and it scares me
like being condemned to a hell
i could never believe in

so how can i prove that?
im sorry, i shouldnt have done that
but now my thoughts are scaring me
would i really repeat a mistake?

or would i play it safe
walk the tight rope to my safety net
but if i considered jumping over the edge...
enough with that.

maybe im feeling lonely again..
like anyone could win
and the first one i see,
my feelings swallow me.