push

i never meant to hurt you
to push you away
when all you wanted was to stay

right now youre drowning yourself in the bathtub
praying to god he will take you this time
because ive got nothing to rhyme

with im sorry
i know your heart is warm
but mine is torn

and these keys keep sticking
like a relentless bitch
making it harder for me to find your niche

i realize now that you needed me
however i only met you with
anger and stubbornness

i burned myself
hoping you would forgive me
hoping i could forgive me

i hope he takes you this time
maybe then youll get what you deserve
and ill be stuck with all your hurt

i really deserve it
i never saw your worth
i guess that shows how much im worth