When I fall against my lack of trust and your seemingly discernable commitment…
I broke the barrier between thinking and feeling.
My collection of memories are vague,
but in the spotlight: I’ve spent hours in pools of blood.
Now wipe that disgusting look off your face;
It’s the truth that cant go unheard.
But this is a solemn occasion as I dive into your oceanic eyes…
When I tell you I love you, know its not something I despise.
Because in my past, those words broke my frame,
I always knew they were untrue, but I believed them anyway.
Though your intentions are doubted by everyone but me,
I disregard those worried looks that should be holding all my sleep.
As I regret the time we lack,
I enjoy every second as if it were the last.
You’ve heard stories of broken hearts;
But I wont deceive you, everyday we restart,
And try again against what others advised,
But through my weeping deep in the night:
Do I love you?
Oh yes, I might…