freeze my features

and i hope it means something
when words bore deep enough
to make me bleed

when i thought you were worth everything
and that you were more
than i could imagine to be

but days are sleepy
when our minds run all night
with things that break me

and make me realize i gave away my dignity
to jump into bed with someone
who doesnt mean a thing

then i realized i do that a lot
never give myself the time
thinking my heart will rot

and maybe we all become something we're not
because who we think we wanna be
never is what we got.

but maybe, thats okay
yeah, thats how a heart breaks
but we are what we create

and its really not your fault
when years of waves
wash away at all the walls

they make me deteriorate
like spaces that we make
but maybe thats okay

when fences we put up to keep us safe
really never did anything
in the first place

i guess thats a mistake we make
spend all this time on things
it takes seconds to break