Wednesday, January 25, 2023

It's been at least 6 years since I called you on anything

Now its a telephone on your hospital bed

The most we spoke; the least we said

20 minutes of fighting with the television for awkward conversation

A third of the minutes diluted with silence

When I dont have a response to a sentence

It's been 2 weeks since you had your rib broken

Have to replace your phone cause some kids had stole it

In that call, I revert back to being a kid

and selfishly clawing for your attention

Knowing I lost that when I was 12 and you were in prison

Or maybe 9 when the shit had so many dimensions

I only had you to blame for becoming the defendant


You were my uninvited baggage on the doorstep

Crocodile tears in my carriage

2 hours west to be by your hospital bed

You were 3 weeks out of the cold

The nurse hears more than they want to know

And you remind me of when a friend from 7 years ago

She had a dream you were dead and unknown

Washing up on the river bank

Now your hospital is 2 miles away

From the bridge, you told me you wanted to jump

Until someone stopped traffic to shut you up

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