Monday, March 9, 2015

tonight with the scratches across your back

bed ridden star freckle
checking emails constantly
begging to mean more than i deserve
but feeling unsure
tearing apart both worlds

as if i could see through brown eyes
tugging you close with gentle fingers
curled on either side
begging for you to tell me what it meant
nodding off but knowing i cant sleep
because this side of the bed is not for me

i feel comfortable when youre beside me
but i recognize thats a common feeling temporarily
sleeping better with anyone at all beside me
now i dont know what to make of these sheets
being a little more lost than usually
when i know she takes her place back after i leave

but i dont want to put pressure on things
knowing where i get ahead
and recognizing its a daily thing
obsessing over every meeting

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