are we lackluster?

or are we just lacking?
or lost?
like lullabies, loving;
losing and longing?

im feeling detached
broken, no longer matched
like forever was a lie
we were just telling ourselves
to pass the time.

is honesty too far-fetched for us?
are we too fragile?
is it really that easy to be crushed?
can we not admit what we had could be just?

but you knew i always yearn for more
im never happy with the score
can we justify with that?
i needed more and you needed more
and neither of us were going to get that from each other

theres no reason to apologize
and you saying you miss me wont change the lies
nor the facts
neither of us will ever be happy with what we had.

and thats okay
it all ended where it should stay
im sorry
you never held my heart that May.