loves quickly, leaves quickly

asking how your day was
subtle goodbye hymns
understanding i leave with little whim
knowing id sewn us together carelessly
lasting little time weak
pulling apart at the seams
but still dont doubt i love the same

the magic of my body
it could move on so quickly
confessing i feel little
wearing away more brittle
i am coreless
when im cordless
some ideal sexualized reckless masterpiece
slurring words together
i know what i mean

and yet
six months out of the game
presently hesitant of all of the same
remembering mastering what i wanted my body to be
but fences lowered when you were around me

and im so used to open
now youll all know that im pinned
claiming i only want sex again
but falling apart when youre next to me
naked crashed out,
haha i made you sleepy
but stay awake
and talk to me

i need you more now
as our anatomy meets
saying im careless
but i need it
more than i ever did
i left as i saw the decaying bits
realized hes wasting time on someone already dead